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            It takes courage to confess in front of others that we are unable to do something that we are obsessed with. In that perspective I am proud that am courageous enough to state that weakness of mine. Some may ask "If you are obsessed with something, how it could become unable to do?" Trust me, people like me also do exist in this world. It may be nature's imbalance or the human's unfortune to accept such people as we are. Coming back to the not-yet-decided topic, I am here after a long,a very long time(dreadfully long for me) to post something which is going to be the starting point of my simultaneous,voracious yet stupendous row of blog posts. It may seem a kind of unnecessary boasting by me, but this is actually a kind of drug for me to cope up with things around me and start my journey where I left off.  The reason why I am calling it a 'Drug' is because for writers like me(I don't even know if there is someone like me and I even doubt so) tend to have a feel that our words has an inspirational and also a boosting factor to pen down more words. So let me keep it the same way. 

            "So what exactly do I lack?" is a biggest question for most of us who wants to pursue our dreams rather than other's. This question has to be clearly answered before we actually dwell into our obessive practices. Also this is one of the toughest questions to find answer for, especially when people are in starting stage. I am not trying to prove that am superior than few who are in the same level as mine. I recently realised that no time can profoundly be the right time for us to tell our views. Because that is what help improve ourselves, so as far as one wants to develop a certain thing in their lives they are supposed to start sharing their thoughts. And because of this unproven and not-necessarily-need-to-be-proved theory of mine, my views on the people who are undergoing same issues like me are not really my way of showing superiority over them. I am in y developing stage and I hope this is the right thing to do in order to realise our innerselves. Trust me again, talking about my negatives is giving me an immense exposure on realising them deeply and to find solutions for them. I asked 'What exactly do I lack?', the asnwer may be 'We don't talk or share our negatives to anyone(not even to us) which gobbles up like a giant problem and threatens us in our process of achieving success.'

              "Why am I talking all these things?" is the question currently popping out of my head and getting arranged sequentially as words and characters on the screen. To my surprise I got the answer for it. It is the sign of good come back and may be it is also the sign of throwing away the trashes after a while. It's true that few trashes had got formed inside my mind, but sorry that I am throwing these things at you. I am not doing it intentionally. Rather I would say 'What I think is unnecessary for me might be a much needed one for others and What I think is needed might be the trashes for others.' 

Hoping to throw more arrows considering that I got a right bow to practice myself after a long search for it.